Jumaat, 13 Mei 2016

Hanya mampu menangis di dalam hati

seteguh mana hati kau..
saat kau jatuh..
saat kau ditolak..
pasti retak beribu..
pasti kau akan berseorangan..
manusia lain takkan pernah memahami hati kau..
berpuluh kali kau cuba bukakan hati untuk dicintai..
berjuta kali juga hati kau akan ditikam..
dunia ni memang kejam..
bilamana kau berlaku baik..
pasti celaka akan menyapa..
kau cuma manusia hina..
kau cuma akan dicaci..
menagih cinta yang tak mungkin ada..
cinta hanya wujud di novel fantasi saja..
sudahlah dunia..
kenapa berlaku kejam..
kenapa semua perlu terjadi..
kenapa perlu menipu
tolong..
aku merayu..
aku dah cukup merana..
merana kerana sebuah cinta..
cinta hanyalah penipuan dunia..
aku janji..
aku akan kembali menyusun picisan hati..
aku akan pergi..
ke neraka..
selamat tinggal dunia..
aku sudah tak terdaya lagi..
duniaku hanyalah engkau dihati.

Khamis, 5 Mei 2016

I hate and love you

I hate how cold you are to me
but in those brief moments 
when you warm up to me 
show me the real you
I'm happier than I've ever been in my life.

I hate when you won't talk to me
Sure, you say word
but the conversations are shallow
It feels like I’m speaking to your shadow not your real self
I just want to get to know you in deep
I hate that you won't let me

I know I may have made some mistakes
but I love you
I'm here for you 
and will always be here for you
Trust me

I hate that you don't care about me 
but I know one day you could

Ahad, 1 Mei 2016

Undecided

Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself.
What is meant to be will end up good
and what is not, won’t.
Love is worth fighting for,
but sometimes you cannot be the only one fighting.
At times, people need to fight for you.
If they don’t, you just have to move on
and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you.